i am

i am whole
i am empty
i am lost in the deep blue sea

i am full
i am hungry
desperate to find the feast

i am hope
i am despair
i lack the drive to breathe the air

i am love
i am pain
cutting through; heart is slain

i am here
i am gone
i'm hiding from all i've done wrong

i am done
i will rest
dear God, take me at my best

i am...