I watched 12 Angry Men, starring Henry Fonda last night. It was incredible. It truly is "the perfect picture". Maybe not in action, special effects, love stories, or anything like that, but in showing the power of persuasion, or standing for truth, and the value of life. You really need to see it!

O- and now I have updated this thing twice!

Many people recently (more than in the past) have been saying the end is near. To most Christians, it is a feeling of excitement. But for some reason, it isn't for me. I have a fear of the unknown. This is not to say that I don't know what happens after death, but I don't understand it. I know that I never will understand how to even grasp the concept of forever, but the fact that the is absolutely no end terrifies me. I am excited to praise God forever, whatever forever means, but time is a security blanket for me, and probably for many others, too.
Another reason that I am not as thrilled as I feel I should be, is that I want to experience things on this earth like marriage, the birth of a child, the love of raising it. These things will not be in Heaven, since there will be no families.

Luckily I know that everything is predestined in God's eyes, what will happen will happen, worrying won't change anything.